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[30 Apr 2004|07:40pm] |
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Perfect Blue Buildings \\ Counting Crows |
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Movies with Princess and Alec. Same old, same old Friday nights. Even when I was still dating Danny, it was just the same thing week after week.
But I miss him. I'm mad at him, and I miss him. He just. . . abandoned me, I guess. He told me that he couldn't be my boyfriend anymore, because things were too complicated, but that he would "always be there for me as a friend." Yeah right.
Maybe I shouldn't blame him, because a lot of it's been me ignoring and avoiding him. It's just easier. Less complicated. He always says hi, and asks how I'm doing, and kind of dances around the idea of hanging out. Me? I just try not to have any kind of that conversation. It's easier that way.
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[23 Apr 2004|04:21pm] |
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California \\ Phantom Planet |
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The fact that my name is Anna and I have Ana is funny in that ironic, not-really-funny-at-all way.
That's really all that I have to say, other than that Kelly and my princess Hailey and I are going to see a movie tonight. Princess is hoping that Ryan will show up at the theater. Personally, I think that Ryan is a lot more likely to be doing drugs in someone's basement than hanging out at the movie theater, but whatever.
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[22 Apr 2004|05:49pm] |
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Everybody Hurts \\ REM |
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Having a livejournal is. . . interesting. I'm a little worried that someone from my life might find it. Not that my close friends don't know that I have an e. d. and am currently trying to deal with it, not that my parents don't have some idea about what's going on. . . but I still don't want anyone I know realizing that it's affecting me so much. I'm happy-go-lucky Anna, and even with all my problems, I feel like I'm still expected to play that role.
I'm doing my history homework right now, or at least pretending to. I really like history, but Ms. Daniels has to be the stupidest teacher in the history of the universe. I'm never going to pass the A. P. test-- less than three weeks and we've barely started reviewing. Just another thing to add to the list of why my life sucks right now.
I tried not to count calories today, but I did anyway. I didn't have breakfast, and I had salads for lunch and dinner. I guess that's progress-- but not much.
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